The question i ask every single day- WHY? 

So much things are happening and I really don’t know how I can digest everything. To be honest, I’ve never been so frustrated in my life. Do you know that feeling of working your ass of and giving so much? I guess what i gave is not enough. 

At first, i was really heartbroken because I knew that in my heart I GAVE SO MUCH. I did extra work, passed everything, and was present at all times. Perhaps, me being not part of it was a wake up call. I felt mixed emotions. I cried my heart out and asked WHY. 

Days passed and I realized that it isn’t the end of the world. I actually appreciated his decision because i became more humble. I realized that working hard isn’t enough because you have to WANT IT and DIE FOR IT. Maybe, i didn’t-I was not that hungry for it. 

I’ve learned so much from this rejection and failure. I realized that failure is never an option but without it I wouldn’t be who I am today. 

“What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.”